missing my bf

hello all who is reading this entry!

I just want to vent about how much i am missing my online bf Ilkay, It's been over 2 weeks and I havent heard a word from him! not even a text message! I am so worried, and this morning..I was lying in bed, and I drifted off for about 15 mins after my friend Josh called me to wake me up, and in my dreams I heard a song by avril lavigne in my head, perhaps her saddest song in my opinion, and tears just started pouring out of my eyes! I swear I cant listen to any avril songs lately without thinking of him which in turn makes me sad and i usually end up crying like today. So I try to avoid listening to them, but this time I couldnt' because this song was in my head and for no reason. I just wish i would hear something from him, even a short text message to let me know he is okay!!!! I hate this the most about long distance relationships and friendships because you never know if they that you lovee and care about are okay, or even still alive for that matter! You can only trust in the Lord and pray that they are, and also ask God to tell you or give you signs that everything is alright! Luckily I have wonderful friends and family to keep me company in uncertain times like this, or i would practically be going crazy. The thing is my bf is travelling to unstable countries, and anything could happen to him..which is why I worry so! last time i spoke to him, I told him i wanted to say goodbye one last time before he left for this long expidition, and he said to me "casey, dont say that you make me want to cry"..but I told him I never know what could happen and neither does he! we can only pray to God for his safety, and that everything goes well with him..and seeing as I havent heard one word or seen any sign of him since August 25th, I dont know what's going on or what he's up to..or if he is alright. I hope I hear from him soon! I ask anyone reading this to pray for me and him, it's all we can do.

Good day all!
God Bless!