Filthy nightmareses'!

hey peeps,
I had yet another rotten dream in where my love Trevor breaks up with me (although this was like a replay of the Elijah breakup, only Trevor was the one breaking up with me instead of elijah, the exact same things happened) He told me he didnt think we were right for one another after all, said he couldnt handle me, said he wasnt sure if all the things he said about me were how we really felt, etc..i asked him if he really thought i was beautiful and the only girl for him, and in an elijah style fashion he said he wasnt sure. it was extremely strange too we were at this high school gynasium or something and there were people dressed in Pokemon costumes, and i remember being so sad and heartbroken that i just laid on the cold gym floor sobbing, cause i tried to hug him and asked him for one more chance (another replay of the elijah breakup) cause I asked eli for a second chance too which he refused to give.. i also remember telling him he's the only guy i want..and no one else fits the bill for a future husband..but he turned cold, and the trey in my dream was definitely not the trey I know in real life..it was pre-breakup elijah in trey's body and form..*shudders* ugh..I just wish the past pain and heartbreak would stop causing insecurity nowadays..in my dreams especially. I'm still wondering how long its going to take to fully heal from the past scars..to stop having nightmares my Trey is going to do the same thing the other bf did..cause he is different, much different. anyways that's a glimpse into my troubled dream-mind, prayers would be greatly appreciated! I'm sooo sick of nightmares like this, I'm slowly becoming more immune to them, though, when i wake up i'm scared to death but once i realize they were just dreams, they usually dont affect me the rest of the day like they used to. *sigh* But God is helping me and i shall continue to press forward to a day when the past scars shall hurt no more..be it in real life or dream land!

:)
stay Blessed!
casey